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"Are you talking to me?"

Say cheese!

MARK KOZELEK LIVE AT THE BRONSON CLUB, RAVENNA, ITALY – 5th April 2014

There’s a quiet menace about Mark Kozelek. His songs reveal he’s a sensitive guy but his highly personal, story songs never stray into sentimentalism.

The lyrics are full of the humdrum details from his life at home or on the road yet are delivered with such intensity that they seem positively revelatory.

He sings of being unable to shake his melancholy nature, a condition that I imagine is exacerbated by touring on his own and having time to brood in lonely hotel rooms.

On stage during this two-hour solo performance he’s not ice cold but not warm either. There’s no charm offensive. He seems pissed off that the audience don’t talk to him but doesn’t do much to meet us half way. He doesn’t even know what city he’s playing in so you get the impression that part of him doesn’t give a damn who’s listening and why.

He wonders why there is so much graffiti in Rome but nobody dares venture an opinion as to why Italians are so into street art. In the US, Kozelek says, kids have better things to do; they’re too busy mugging and stabbing people. This is a topic he also touches on in song form in Richard Ramirez Died Of Natural Causes.

Having a few rows of seating and playing under dimmed lighting efficiently communicates the fact that you take pictures or videos at your own peril. And amazingly, no-one does. I can’t remember the last show I went to when there was so little chatter and so few pulling out smart phones. “You are a nice, respectful audience”, Kozelek acknowledges near the end and he was not wrong. Continue reading

EVERYONE’S A NANOWRIMO WINNER

nano_08_winner_largeI did it!  I am a winner! As is everybody who signed up the National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWriMo) irrespective of whether they hit the 50,000 target or not.  

Even if writers fall short, they can’t fail but have learned something from the experience.   In my case  the forward only momentum has been good for me as my tendency is to correct and re-edit ad infinitum. I usually end up being bored with what I’ve written so abandon everything (this why I like writing blog entries which are best when more condensed).  I’ve also learnt a lot about what it takes to keep a narrative afloat and how hard it is to create vivid characterization.

I admit that the degree of padding  increased alarmingly towards the end and I haven’t yet summoned up the courage to read the novel through from start to finish. Still I do have a finished first draft that I can tinker with at my leisure (I’ll give myself some time off before I attempt this!)

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