Tag Archive: samuel beckett


WAITING FOR THE KING

A HOLOGRAM FOR THE KING by Dave Eggers (First published by McSweeney’s, 2012)

Dave Eggers is a person and a writer I admire a lot but I have to say that this is a strange, disjointed and largely disappointing novel.

Set in the present day, it follows the (mis)fortunes of an ageing salesman, Alan Gray, who is in Jeddah, Saudi Arabia heading up a small team of IT consultants. He, and his three younger assistants, work for Reliant “the largest IT supplier in the world”.

They are there to demonstrate, and hopefully sell, some state of the art “telepresence technology” – a virtual hologram mirage that gives the illusion that someone is physically present at a meeting when they are actually elsewhere.

The prestige client is the King of the King Abdullah Economic City (KAEC) a place described as “a city-to-be in a desert by the sea”.

The location is exotic and Alan is intrigued to be in some small way part of the ambitious plan to build a city in the desert – “he wanted to believe that a city rising from dust could happen”.

But waiting for the King proves to be like waiting for Godot, which presumably explains why Eggers’ chose a quote from Samuel Beckett as the novel’s epigraph – “It’s not every day that we are needed”. Continue reading

VAMPIRES OF NYC

THE ADDICTION directed by Abel Ferrara (USA, 1995)

I wanted to see this movie since, according to the Guardian film critic Peter Bradshaw, it is the best film ever made.

I like Bradshaw’s reviews and more often than not agree with his opinions. I especially like the fact that he doesn’t take an elitist position; he is as likely praise the merits of Toy Story as the works of Tarkovsky.

The Addiction is a vampire movie like no other. Actually it is better to see it as an intense existential drama with theological overtones rather than as a straight horror film.

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tagI was tagged byKina Diaz DeLeon who is a Human in Recovery inviting me to a game of blog tag.

An offer I couldn’t refuse!

Here are  the  rules:-

  • You must post the rules
  • Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post
  • Create eleven new questions to ask the people you’ve tagged (or use the existing ones)
  • Tag (eleven) people with a link to your post
Let them know they’ve been tagged

These are my answers to Kina’s Questions:

1. Q- What is the thing that makes you want to get out of bed each day?

 A – Breakfast +  The thing that makes me have to get out of bed is the family cat (Von) who is normally awake at least two hours before anyone else and wants us to know.

2. What do you tell yourself to get through painful, difficult, or challenging times?

“No matter – try again – fail again – fail better” Samuel Beckett got it right. Continue reading

mouthI am often sceptical of holistic remedies and new age thinking but Louise Hay’s ‘You Can Heal Your Life’ contains a lot of explanations and advice about feelings of dis-ease that more often than not accurate.

She identifies just two mental patterns that poison the body and lead to illness : fear and anger.

I currently have a sore throat and feel that I am on the point of losing my voice.

Louse Hay describes the throat as an “avenue of expression” and a “channel of creativity”.

As a consequence, she states that problems with this part of my body are due to: “the inability to speak up for one’s self. Swallowed anger. Stifled creativity. Refusal to change”.

This diagnosis strikes a chord with me and rings true.

In my family, I am currently feeling that my voice isn’t being heard and am finding it harder to communicate with my 16-year-old daughter who is experiencing a lot of growing pains and psychological challenges resulting from school, boyfriends and other peer pressure.

At work, I am in a situation where I am no longer sure of my role. I am finding it harder to motivate myself and to feel that my work is worthwhile.

In other general situations, when I am with Italians and try to express my opinions; I feel the burden of having to articulate complex ideas or emotions in my second language.

Many of these would be hard enough to say in my mother tongue and the linguistic filter leaves me feeling that I have barely scratched the surface about what it is I really want to say.

Louise L. Hay’s cure is to change my thought pattern and feel that it’s okay to make noise. She advises the following affirmations:

  • I express myself freely and joyously.
  • I speak up for myself with ease.
  • I express my creativity.
  • I am willing to change.

The voice of Henry Miller in the opening lines of his novel The Tropic of Cancer also come to mind as I contemplate these thoughts:
“To sing you must first open your mouth. You must have a pair of lungs and a little knowledge of music. It is not necessary to have an accordion or a guitar. The essential thing is to want to sing. This then is a song. I am singing”.

If this post makes you think you should be singing more too – click on ‘like’ button. It would help me feel less alone.

Image : The disembodied mouth in Samuel Beckett's 'Not I' is a poignant image of isolation.

WRESTLING WITH D.H.LAWRENCE

Out of Sheer Rage by Geoff Dyer is a book “which is intermittently a book about D.H. Lawrence”.

More of a random case history than a sober study, it not divided into chapters which might denote a level of planning and systematic analysis that Dyer is at pains to avoid. The only concession to academia is an index giving the sources of quoted lines.

The loose structure allows Dyer to be sidetracked and to rap and rant about anything that is happening in his life while engaged (or thinking about being engaged) in this project.

It also conveniently means that the finished result is not likely to be scrutinised by ‘expert texperts’. This is a deliberate ploy since, in Dyer’s unequivocal view, “academic criticism kills everything it touches”.

At one point he poses the provocative question towards those who may be tempted to judge from their ivory towers: “How can you know anything about literature if all you have done is read books?”

Ultimately this is a book Dyer felt he had to write to get Lawrence out of his system but while it was meant to alleviate psychological disarray, at times it has the opposite effect.

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