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THE LAST OF ENGLAND directed by Derek Jarman (UK, 1988

                           

“It’s a love story with England. It’s not an attack. It’s an attack on those things that I believe personally are things without value.” Derek Jarman in an interview with Chris Lippard

Derek Jarman was a war child; conceived during the period of the London blitz and born on January 31st 1942. It is perhaps no surprise to find that the spectre of WWII dominates his imagination and helped inspire his surreal poetic documentary ‘The Last of England’ made in the Spring of 1987.  

Jarman was in his mid-40s when he completed the film which graphically depicts a post-war and post-apocalyptic urban wasteland.  While making it he was diagnosed as HIV positive. This illness was for him another battle which he waged publicly. He announced his diagnosis to the world rather than be shamed into silence. The full-blown AIDS virus would end his life prematurely six years later.

The contagion may have partly accounted for his rage but it was in him anyway. “Where’s hope? Have they killed it” are rhetorical questions asked in a movie. “Yes” comes the blunt reply. “And tomorrow?” the unseen speaker asks. The answer comes in the form of a quote from graffiti Jarman had seen scrawled on a wall in London’s Euston Road: “Tomorrow is cancelled due to lack of interest”.

This brief exchange is practically the only dialogue in a movie that evolved through improvisation; there was no screenplay. Aside from Jarman’s freeform poems (read by Nigel Terry) , most of the movie plays out without words. The director’s obscure diatribes offer few clues about his intentions.  They are more full of attitude than meaning. The critic David L.Hirst called the end result  “an apocalyptic roar of a movie.”

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The Lonely City: Adventures in the Art of Being Alone by Olivia Laing (Picador, 2016).

lonelycity“When you have no-one, no-one can hurt you”. The bleak lyrics by Will Oldham from ‘You Will Miss Me When I Burn’ by Palace Brothers are hardly life affirming. Olivia Laing takes a more positive line from Dennis Wilson’s ‘Thoughts of You’ in which the Beach Boy sings how “Loneliness is a very special place”.

However, I doubt that many people equate loneliness with specialness. Most of the time it’s a condition that generates feelings of shame, self loathing and depression. The invisible cloak we wear is a burden rather than a protection.

The ‘adventures’ of Olivia Laing’s compassionate and insightful book nevertheless show how being alone can be, and has been,  the stimulus to greater self knowledge and the impetus towards personal creativity. Continue reading

PRIDE directed by Matthew Warchus (UK, 2014)

pride-poster Although I was living in London in the 1980s, the time this movie was set, I confess to ignorance about the unlikely coalition between a small mining community in Wales and the left-leaning activists of the Lesbians And Gays Support The Miners (LGSM) operating from the Gay’s The Word bookshop in Bloomsbury.

I take comfort in the fact that Bill Nighy, one of the excellent ensemble cast of this movie, admits he didn’t know about this either until he was sent the script.

Perhaps this is not so strange given that the tabloids were only interested in shock-horror put-downs of “homos and “perverts” while the broadsheets seemed to have all but ignored the story. Continue reading

Oliver Knight & Marry Waterson

Today sees the release of a highly recommended album by Marry Waterson & Oliver Knight entitled The Days That Shaped Me on One Little Indian Records. My review for Whisperin’ & Hollerin’ tells you why it’s so great.

It marks another chapter in the remarkable family saga of the Waterson-Carthy dynasty. Marry & Oliver are the offspring of Elaine (Lal) Waterson who tragically passed away in 1998 just ten days after being diagnosed with cancer.

Lal is less well known than her sister Norma but is fondly remembered by the folk community, past and present, as a unique and idiosyncratic talent.

In 1972 she made an album called Bright Phoebus with brother Mike which Rob Young, writing in Electric Eden, describes as being “as unpredictable as the English weather”.  As with the albums as part of The Watersons, there are songs to please traditionalists yet there’s never the sense of blindly reproducing tired old standards. Instead, the tunes are injected with a modern sensibility.  Winifer Odd, for instance tells the tale of a woman hit by a car while picking up a lucky star in the road; hardly the typical topic of a folk song.

Lal Waterson

Another example of Lal’s unconventional, and spontaneous, approach to song writing is the brilliant Letter to Joe Haines recorded by Norma Waterson’s for her second solo album The Very Thought Of You (1999) written as a reply to the heinous article published in the Daily Mirror days after Freddie Mercury’s death which criticised the singer’s promiscuous lifestyle and essentially blamed him for being a victim of AIDs.

One verse of Lal Waterson’s song goes:
Read your letter, tore the page
Wondered whether to write in rage
Then I thought it better to use your trade
No-one should ever die of AIDS

It is natural to draw comparisons between mother and daughter but, given that it is 12 years since Lal’s death, it is also only proper that we judge Marry’s songs on their own merits. Thankfully, this does not prove difficult as the one thing they both share is a defiant individuality.

However you choose to rate the album, the collaboration with her brother is a triumph-  great songs, pure and simple and best listened to without any preconceptions.

[Download link to the Bright Phoebus album on the Ghost Capital blogspot]